This really is one of the most beautiful times of the year. Although this morning started out pretty dreary, this afternoon turned out to be a beautiful one. I love driving home as the sun is going down, the air is crisp and clear and free of humidity, and it is finally warm out, but not that sickly sweat of summer. No, it’s nice out damn it, and you love it. Everything is cast in a warm inviting glow, so that even parts of your piece of shit town actually look beautiful, if for just a couple days during the year. You can’t help but feel happy. Even though today felt like it went on and on forever, it was a good day. I was named Employee of the Month and some pretty nice things were said about me. We totally kicked ass in sales this weekend.

The family is gone this weekend so the dogs and I have the place to ourselves. It’s kind of nice to take them out this time of year. It’s so quiet, you can just enjoy where you are and what you are doing. I don’t go outside much, as anyone who knows me knows, so anytime I can go outside and be happy it is a good day. I love walking around at 8:45 and you can still see everything and the grass is soft and the air smells clean and nice. I don’t like to be alone for too long, but it is good to have the place to myself every once and a while. You get to do what you want and not worry what anyone else is doing. The dogs are nice company.

My room is a total disaster area though. I’m a slob and don’t really care about it that much, but even I’m fed up with it right now. Why I’m unable to take the extra 15 minutes to finish cleaning my room I’ll never know. There is just shit everywhere. Mike might be pleased to know that I still haven’t really unpacked my bag from when I went down to see him. It’s just sitting there in the middle of the room annoying me.

I do feel a lot better now, having gone to the doctor and bought super expensive pills for myself. They have this bad aftertaste, like mucus mixed with birthday candles and wax crayons, but my head hasn’t felt this clear in a long time. For the most part the annoying ringing in my ears is gone, and for that I am eternally grateful. My god you do not know how frustrating that was.

I need a haircut, but forgot to schedule an appointment.

The TV is coming soon…